Dead man walking 💀

Why not?

Why can’t we treat our people fairly? 😥

Deal with people squarely

There’s enough–we can all be merry

Instead, we allow 1 of many to have most

A mountainous feast he wastes every night

While many of us starve

Why?

Why do we allow this?

Why do we tear at ourselves and each other?

I wish we would care🤝🏽 and share more

Be kind, be aware more

We are strange hairless apes, 2 steps out of the jungle

Perhaps nature made a bungle

But the cat is out of the bag

And the demon is out of the pit

So many days I just want to spit

Crit💥, fuck this life!

Cutting edge knight

Where’s the love and peace for all beings?

Apes smash, destroy everything

Trample the flowers, the hour grows late

Perhaps we already sealed our fate

We know so little

Our understanding so brittle

Yet we want to create a god /slave

🤖Silicon synthetic, non-organic

100 times smarter than us and getting smarter by the millisecond…

Does our bidding…good luck with that you fucking monkeys!

I’m ready to swing out of this jungle

Another fucking bunch of bumbling baboons

Buy another yacht, make the air blacker

Go inside, let your underpaid maid make you a snack

All to stave off the inevitable

Trying to sneak away from the grim reaper💀

The universe knows what you do to the weak–let alone your own kids

I know not where to go or what to do

This place, my face, makes me sick

Where’s the restart button on this whole fucking planet?

Need a news flash that doesn’t depress my humanity

What happened to stepping up? magnanimity

Insanity and binge drinking–sane choices to an insane world

Want to evolve, move on, step up

Not beat a dead horse

😫Tired, mired in tired

A smiling Jackal, a liar on the daily, always clocking in

“How are you?”  “Fine.”

We both lie. You pretend to care–I pretend I don’t hate it here

It stinks and what is the fucking point?!

If I’m not having any offspring

And I don’t want to be king

Ain’t no rings for girls, no diamonds

…Maybe a pearl necklace, if she asks nicely

Take a twirl and bow

I’m bullshit and so are you

–This place too

I didn’t ask to be here

Garbage fills up our everything

Time to sprout 👼🏽angel wings

Gather enough bling bling to die and buy a house in heaven

Jokes on me–heaven’s inflation is even worse

I know I’m strange, but this whole place is so queer

Late-stage decadence

Empire slowly smoldering, on fire

It’s the truth even if people don’t want to admit it

What is the truth?

We are all liars

Fried chicken🍗 the other day

Focused on different, less dismay

Probably a lot happier if we roll in the hay

Feeling like much will never change

Deranged, chained, maimed

Groundhog Day, same saaaaaaaaaaame

Is it me? I don’t remember asking the devil for tea…

Feeling the heat

Feeling the burn🔥

Trying to do, say, or be something worth more than damned

Crammed like sardines in a can, avoiding the red queen

Careening around paths of darkness and light

I don’t even know—what’s a meta-knight?

I feel full of so much. Both in and out of touch

Move so fast sometimes, what’s the fucking rush?

Crushing on fat bottom girls I’ll never talk to

Yet beg with their eyes to be filled

Got to get out of this place.

🌱Regrow. Renew. Reboot

Theoretically I should gather some loot to fly around the world

Where the people speak saucy from the soul I actually understand

2 years gone in a flash

But now I wag 2 tongues at least and cardio for days

I can outrun my own shadow, though I know not why

Tired of neo colonialism and American pie

Why is so much so hard?

Is this how it’s all supposed to be?

Divine fate in the cards?

Or maybe not…just random chaos clusterfuck

Quack quack. I’m a 🦆duck, so tired, don’t give a fuck

Good luck with all this mess without mercy

Tokyo to Jersey

My hearse arrived. Time to climb in and chill

Thanks for the laughs, bullshit and cheap thrills

Could have done without the lies

How and why is it: “try, try and try again for ages?”

So many pages written

So many pages unread

Set my world on fire

So many and so few desires

I want to be of the truth; of the light🤩

Clean

Not mired in piss and shit

Here we go again–spit

I have to admit I didn’t see this place coming

God so underwhelming–not stunning

Shunning the world and my mind

Anxiety, heart racing all the time

Trying to find the walls to my mind cage

Break the fuck out!

Not enough sage in the world to clear the air

Clarity and disparity

Too aware, yet less than a 🐵bonobo🐒

Wish to be something shiny and bright

I know not what or who to be

I dance in and out of sight

Morph and change more than a Power Ranger

Sorry about the green ranger…

Maybe he got stuck in dreamland too…

Once upon a time he was glorious

Tommy shined like the sun before our young eyes

I so desperately want to shine

Even if only for a short time again

It’s not about winning

It’s not about receiving

It’s about BEING

…And an apple bottom or two…

A buffet and an orgy, but not in that order

🤔But how?

How to be eminently here?

Eminently now?

I can hit her g spot every time, but mine or the divine…

Fuck if I know

Swiss army knife, too spread out, too multifaced

Screaming out loud, but no noise comes out

Hearse hearse, crows disperse

Yes I know, my life could be worse

Still got my unique curses to break

Pie or over cake, trying to make, be or mean something

Not a mistake

Not a waste of space

To be something far more🌠, far beyond

A new way, a new age, a new man, a new mage

There’s gotta be a way

If anybody as neurotic as me can…I’m your man

I’m the one you don’t want to face

In the arenas I play, I don’t quit

I obsess about little shit

Somehow it all makes sense and comes together in the end

Goddess get me the fuck out of this country!

Your daughters call to me across the sea

I hear their voices, I know not their names

But a few…

We can enjoy a little ray of sun, some veggie stew

Occasionally I grow five times in a day and it shows

Puff out my chest and blow, glow as bright as the sun

As a prideful man once said: “I don’t chase the sun, it chases me.”

Please…

Want to get out of my mind🤯

Get out of this place

Release myself, while there’s still time

Time, it ticks or maybe, just tricks

Give me my treat bitch!

It slides away from me more and more

I rarely get it to stick

Elder millennial with a crick in my dick

Jaw goes clickily clack

I grit my teeth and cry

Die again and again on the inside

The flies fly on and do not notice me

I take too good care of this corpse

Dead man walking 💀

I guess it’s not just ‘fresh to life’ but ‘fresh to death’

Past death…I wonder what meth is like?

Some people really seem to enjoy it

Though I like my teeth too much

How am I supposed to eat wings or anything crunchy?

Bought my Linda lunch today

The 1 thing I did for another

Outside of that, rudderless in a high-strung technical darkness

I just want things to be smooth, get into the groove👨🏽‍🎤

I’ve been told I can write

I can also fuck…but I doubt I’ll get paid for that

And with ChatGPT 3 perhaps I’ll never get paid for writing either

I’ll still write

I’ll still fuck

For free

Got an elixir of life potion to brew too

Living 300+ years young ain’t for the faint of heart boo boo

Got to get the fuck out of mother’s basement, tough

Out of the trailer parker park

And goddess willing, off the government teat

What would this look like if it were easy?

Just front face the website and hope somebody reads?

1^st world donations can go far in other worlds…

Perhaps the fates have more in store for me 🙏🏽

– and you too! 🤲🏽

I’ve got a strangely impressive talent tree

Skills built from endless side quests

Main quest? What’s that?

Needless to say, I digress

I can write

I can edit

I can share

(Even if it’s shite)

Might as well share what I got

It ain’t ever gonna be spot on

So let’s just do it I guess…

Better to live open now

You never know when you’ll take 2 to the chest

Rest in peace my bullshit and excuses

Hangman’s noose

Lame man’s excuse, not to chase after her big caboose